Sitting here at 2 in the morning stressing over impending financial ruin. No savings, house payment due.... this is the stuff that nightmares can't even begin to compare to. In a few hours, I will be setting forth to find anything that will pay anything just to get some money coming in; then, I can worry about what I want to be when I grow up. I was mostly in shock/denial on Monday and had to attend a family function that helped keep my mind off things. Now, with everyone in bed, I am free to have a panic attack and imagine all the possible scenarios of doom that awaits in the near future.
Planning on using Ebay to raise some funds, but I don't think there is much hope in that.
Enough whining... have to get some sleep before daylight.